I started a blog to document my past, present and future. I always thought I could plan my life, but I have recently realized that it is out of my control and I just need to learn to live the life that is ahead of me! Hold on tight...it could be a wild ride!
Saturday, December 31, 2011
Pregnancy pictures
Friday, December 30, 2011
Twins: 30 weeks pregnant
How far along: 30 weeks (less than 8 weeks to go!!--they won't let us go longer than 38 weeks) We are hoping to make it to at least 35 weeks!
Size of the babies: We don't know for sure, but hopefully around 3 lbs each this week!
Total weight gain/loss: 39 pounds!!! AHHH! That is a lot!!!
Cravings: Nope
Morning sickness: Nope
Sleep: A little better lately since I am SOOOO tired these days. I usually have to lay down for a little bit during the day too.
Other pregnancy symptoms: I have developed this lovely hive-like rash all over my belly this week called PUPPS. It is extremely itchy and nothing can cure it....except childbirth. Apparently it happens more in women carrying multiples and boys (double whammy for me I guess!). So for now I just have to deal with it by taking antihistamines and topical anti-inch creams.
Baby Movement: They are wild boys lately! Last week I felt twin A completely flip over in my body. Sure enough...this week at the doctor...he was no longer head down L The doctor said to prepare myself for having a C-section since space is getting kinda tight in my belly and he may not flip head down again.
Favorite maternity clothes: Nothing. Everything is too small now and makes me itch!
Weird dreams: Hmmm..nothing lately
How is pregnancy different than expected? I am a planner....and sometimes you can't always plan how things are going to go when you are pregnant.
Highlight this week: Well....I wouldn't call it a highlight, but today I am going into "temporary-retirement". This is my last day of doing in-home daycare until after the boys arrive and maternity leave is over L We have had a few pregnancy complications over the past three weeks that have led to this decision.
About three weeks ago the doctors found that Twin A had low amniotic fluid and I was almost put on bed rest, but luckily his fluid has stabilized over the past few weeks and hasn’t dropped any lower. Then, two weeks ago the doctors found a ‘prominent lateral ventricle’ on Twin B’s brain. Basically, he has a spot on his brain filled with fluid and they don’t know what causes it or what the outcome could be. They have referred us to Dr. Drake—a high risk doctor here in
With all these new changes and stressful circumstances it was getting very difficult for me to balance doing daycare and taking care of my pregnancy (we NEED to make it to 35 weeks so these boys don't have to stay in the NICU long!) I go to the doctor 2-3 times per week and Andrew was having to come home from work to watch my daycare kids for me....when I really needed him to be at the doctor with me. My body just hasn't bounced back from having the flu a few weeks ago and therefore I think it is time for me to take it easy until the babies arrive. I am to the point where I can no longer pick up kids, lift them onto the potty or sit on the floor with them. It wasn't fair to the kids and it was getting too difficult for me to manage.
I thought I would be able to keep working until the babies arrived and therefore I am having a difficult time accepting that I need to take a break. I feel guilty for "leaving my daycare families hanging" (although they have all found other daycare for the time I need off) and I feel guilty that I don't have any income for the next few months (although my husband says it's okay). BUT...I keep telling myself that the longer these babies stay inside my tummy....the faster I will be able to go back to work (less NICU time, less maternity leave, etc.)
So...for now, I guess I will try to enjoy being "temporarily retired". Stop on over to visit us because I might go crazy spending this much time at home alone! Thanks again for all the support and prayers!
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Twins: 28 weeks pregnant
I will post another update on Wednesday after our ultrasound and doctor appointment!
